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You smoke a little more every morning, and drink a little more every afternoon, and need a little more sedative every night.
You’re beginning to feel unnecessary too.
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Karen/16/Singapore/It's complicated
my boyfriend, friends, texting, starbucks, neoprints, victorian style, quotes, photography, graphics, late nights, hugs and kisses, brands, blue sky, songs on the radio, sleeping, green tea, inside jokes, laughing, stitch!, colours, inspirations, baking, birthdays, irony, and all the silly things in life♥
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不想乞你憎
睜開眼等天光四處陰沈
來營造氣氛高聲炮轟
下決心等你任意的嗦擺
離開請你早
傷心一輩子來問你怎彌補
簡單的快樂都不歸於我
能令我明白到誰是錯蠢人是我
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"i want to stop seeking your approval. scratch that-approval in general. from anyone. i am so tired of being obsessed with trying to make others like me. i cant stand the sinking feeling when someone doesnt laugh at my joke, compliment my outfit, or just need me like i need them. i think it comes down to how unworthy i feel. why is it so impossible to be loved the way i love others?"
why?
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| Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
nothing better than a heart-break.
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It hasn't been an exceptionally fruitful week,
there was no memories to be left behind.
Maybe it wasn't meant to be a memorable trip,
or maybe, I've grown out of most of those things that were once so familiar to me.
But it felt so different, like I was a completely different person.
How, I wish I knew the reasons.
Like how it feels like to be completely detached from your family,
or to feel misunderstood, even by the people closest to you.
Those feelings, now regretfully I know so well.
Something was missing, and everyday, I was faced with a new challenge,
with new things I have to accept, to acknowledge that I cannot change.
Somehow I feel lost, in a time and place and situation that I can't even begin to interpret.
Why is it that everytime I need you, you are more distant than ever.
Why is it that everything I do seem to be wrong,
and nothing I do or say come out the right way.
You are like an alien species to me,
I can not even understand the meaning of your actions,
let alone the reasons behind it.
I swore to make it better, I swore to myself I'll be better this time round.
But everytime I scream for your attention, maybe just a little affection,
it turns right back to me and stabs me in the heart like a blade.
I'm so full of apologies, every single time.
I just wanted to be appreciated for my efforts, or maybe just for me.
Honestly, what am I to you, its the same question again and again.
I believed, and trusted, and hoped, and wished.
And more often than never, I'm left, devastated, heart-broken, speechless, yet full of questions.
Remember your promises?
When did we fall apart, or did you lie from the start? </3
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And don’t fear it now
We’re going all the way
That sun is shining on a brand new day
It’s a long way down
And it’s a leap of faith
But we’re never giving up
Cause i know we’ve got a once in a lifetime love
♥
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