You smoke a little more every morning, and drink a little more every afternoon, and need a little more sedative every night.
You’re beginning to feel unnecessary too.
Karen/16/Singapore/It's complicated
my boyfriend, friends, texting, starbucks, neoprints, victorian style, quotes, photography, graphics, late nights, hugs and kisses, brands, blue sky, songs on the radio, sleeping, green tea, inside jokes, laughing, stitch!, colours, inspirations, baking, birthdays, irony, and all the silly things in life♥
Sometimes I wonder, why are there so many misunderstandings in this world. All these relationships broken by circumstances, what gives? I believe that everything happens for a reason, that everything will work out for the bigger picture in the end. But am I just living in a cradle far away from the grounds of reality or is everything meant to be? I never understood fully just how much anything means to me, until I have lost my grip on them and I quietly mourn for my loss. Words dropped at the wrong times, those wrong turns and tiny cracks in the heart, eventually building up to the fall of something great, something so precious like a fragile piece of happiness. Were the mistakes in my life meant to be, or did they led me down to the path of no return? Love is a piece of cloud, or a state of mind, its unreal and untouchable, yet such a longing springs from our hearts. You never know whether you have it, the real thing, until you lose it. That is the tragedy of life.
Hello all, since people have started asking me what I wish for my birthday! :) , I shall continue my wishlist. Please do not see this as an act of... I dunno, bitchyness. haha enjoy!
love the leggings there yum!
1. Heels heels and more chic heels! (newlook topshop woohoo) edit: dream shoes (saw it @ wisma) clicky! 2.comfy oversized off shoulder grey/black sweater 3. pretty leggings 4. topshop things; dresses, wallet, rings etc! 5. rings rings oversized rings (roses!) size L fyi. 6. 500 Days Of Summer soundtrack 7. strangely, a starbucks tumblr! 8. a pair of real leather flatss. 9. a new scent. was thinking juicy or ck 10. holga camera/ fisheye sil vous plait! 11. nice tongue studs baby (newsflash just got it done!) 12. a cute shade of lipstick! (neon pink/nice red) 13. loads of fruit pastiles!!! 14. stitch stuffed toys <3 (one @ far east for 99bucks its super big!!! its the love) 15. longchamp long handle baby 16. a nice big brown leather belt with super nice vintage buckle 17. nailtique formula 2! :( :( :( exclusively in u.s. 18. pretty handbag 19. cash vouchersss topshop zara new look forever21!!!~ 20. OPI nail polish esp the tiny ones so cute!! 21. babybliss curlers 1&1/4 barrels 22. chi silk fusion <3 23. PINK STRAIGHTERS! (hair bliss or CHI!! the pink camo one my my) 24. union jack clutch/bag/shoes
ps attached an i am dreaming list: 1. blackberry 2. lv tote 3. gucci handphone strap 4. river island dress 5. chanel bag 6. steve madden heels 7. ticket to tvxq concert T_T 8. juicy wallet
Hello friends and strangers! I've decided not to update my wish list but to ask a few questions!
1. What do you about my birthday party this year being on the 20/11/09 be held at my house? It'll be a BBQ & pool party!! alcohol included if you want (you can and are encouraged to bring your own / sponsor!) . Would you like that? Any suggestions / opinions?
2. What about after party? CQ or demsey anyone?
3. oh and um, themes?
Need people's response like as much as possible just comment below or twitter me or fb me DM me whatever!
And wow can you believe exams are starting tomorrow? This is so very unreal :( ! I hope everyone's been revising good and is all hyped and ready for the papers!! PS we should all revise together if its not too late!! I haven't been studying much... and my mom is coming back this friday oh my god. I am going to die (better cause I avoided the examsszz) okay I should stop all the rambling!
oh last question, have anyone experienced like you have a tune or part of an unknown song stuck in your head, then you go try and find it on your itunes / ipod and you get it right the first time? like youre not even that familiar with that song? its freaky! But kind of cool at the same time.
Time to announceeee...(bum bum bum) my wish list! Haha no I'm really bored so I decided to compile a list of things that I would really kill to have. (No seriously, I would kill.)
1.FujiFilm Instax Mini / Holga cam ♥
2. An eyeliner♥ so far I have never owned one that is decent! How hard is it for a girl to find a good eyeliner. (liquid? pencil? gel?)
3. a pair of chic high heels♥ Never been able to find a pair that is not too formal but just nice, for clubbing/dresses. versatile stilettos, yum.
4. pretty handbags/totes ♥ Need I say more? one of girls' best friend! Been eying that Gucci black traveling bag / Longchamp le pliage long handle / Ralph Lauren tote / marc by marc jacobs... why oh why's my mother a meanie beanie :(
5. A pretty little black dress ♥ where DO you find one of those these days?!
6. Juicy Couture stuff ♥ (coffee, tea, or juicy?) always dreamt about them, never had a chance to get my paws on them! They are all so yummy to the eyes, the bracelets and charms, stationary and handbags, perfumes and watches. Ah they are making me go ccrrazy!
aye shall stop here its getting late! to be continued / edited soon! xoxo
