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Friday, November 06, 2009

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 17:29:25 GMT

Hello all, since people have started asking me what I wish for my birthday! :) , I shall continue my wishlist. Please do not see this as an act of... I dunno, bitchyness. haha enjoy!

love the leggings there yum!

1. Heels heels and more chic heels! (newlook topshop woohoo)
edit: dream shoes (saw it @ wisma) clicky!
2.comfy oversized off shoulder grey/black sweater
3. pretty leggings
4. topshop things; dresses, wallet, rings etc!
5. rings rings oversized rings (roses!) size L fyi.
6. 500 Days Of Summer soundtrack
7. strangely, a starbucks tumblr!
8. a pair of real leather flatss.
9. a new scent. was thinking juicy or ck
10. holga camera/ fisheye sil vous plait!
11. nice tongue studs baby (newsflash just got it done!)
12. a cute shade of lipstick! (neon pink/nice red)
13. loads of fruit pastiles!!!
14. stitch stuffed toys <3 (one @ far east for 99bucks its super big!!! its the love)
15. longchamp long handle baby
16. a nice big brown leather belt with super nice vintage buckle
17. nailtique formula 2! :( :( :( exclusively in u.s.
18. pretty handbag
19. cash vouchersss topshop zara new look forever21!!!~
20. OPI nail polish esp the tiny ones so cute!!
21. babybliss curlers 1&1/4 barrels
22. chi silk fusion <3
23. PINK STRAIGHTERS! (hair bliss or CHI!! the pink camo one my my)
24. union jack clutch/bag/shoes

ps attached an i am dreaming list:
1. blackberry
2. lv tote
3. gucci handphone strap
4. river island dress
5. chanel bag
6. steve madden heels
7. ticket to tvxq concert T_T
8. juicy wallet

good luck everyone! including me! (yn)

love & peace,
Karen. x

Love In the Ice ♥

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 12:14:48 GMT

Hello friends and strangers! I've decided not to update my wish list but to ask a few questions!

1. What do you about my birthday party this year being on the 20/11/09 be held at my house? It'll be a BBQ & pool party!! alcohol included if you want (you can and are encouraged to bring your own / sponsor!) . Would you like that? Any suggestions / opinions?

2. What about after party? CQ or demsey anyone?

3. oh and um, themes?

Need people's response like as much as possible just comment below or twitter me or fb me DM me whatever!

And wow can you believe exams are starting tomorrow? This is so very unreal :( ! I hope everyone's been revising good and is all hyped and ready for the papers!! PS we should all revise together if its not too late!! I haven't been studying much... and my mom is coming back this friday oh my god. I am going to die (better cause I avoided the examsszz) okay I should stop all the rambling!

oh last question, have anyone experienced like you have a tune or part of an unknown song stuck in your head, then you go try and find it on your itunes / ipod and you get it right the first time? like youre not even that familiar with that song? its freaky! But kind of cool at the same time.

anyways, don't forget to remember to comment!

much love, Karen. xoxo

tired of asking why.

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:14:39 GMT

Time to announceeee...(bum bum bum) my wish list! Haha no I'm really bored so I decided to compile a list of things that I would really kill to have. (No seriously, I would kill.)

1. FujiFilm Instax Mini / Holga cam ♥

2. An eyeliner ♥

so far I have never owned one that is decent! How hard is it for a girl to find a good eyeliner. (liquid? pencil? gel?)

3. a pair of chic high heels ♥

Never been able to find a pair that is not too formal but just nice, for clubbing/dresses. versatile stilettos, yum.

4. pretty handbags/totes ♥

Need I say more? one of girls' best friend! Been eying that Gucci black traveling bag / Longchamp le pliage long handle / Ralph Lauren tote / marc by marc jacobs... why oh why's my mother a meanie beanie :(

5. A pretty little black dress ♥

where DO you find one of those these days?!

6. Juicy Couture stuff ♥

(coffee, tea, or juicy?)
always dreamt about them, never had a chance to get my paws on them! They are all so yummy to the eyes, the bracelets and charms, stationary and handbags, perfumes and watches. Ah they are making me go ccrrazy!

aye shall stop here its getting late! to be continued / edited soon! xoxo

I know its kinda late, but happy birthday.

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 15:16:14 GMT

This is a post, dedicated to the person that has been here for me through many difficult times. I can trust her with everything and anything, and I am secretly so thankful for such an amazing girl in my life. So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESHABA ♥

(hard rock+tony roma's missing!)

From year2 to year4, you've always been the friend that I go to for everything. If anything happens, you're the first one I call. We may have distanced now cause of the exams etc., but in my heart you're always number one :) ily very very very much!, and I hope you'll be happy wherever you go and whatever you do in the future. (i make it sound like I'm leaving...) but anyway thank you for being there for me all these years, yes years! I still remember crying to you on the phone, cabbing to your place at the craziest times and feeling so much better after I talk to you. <3 I hope all these photos brings back nice memories for you like they do for me hehe. I'm sure I have quite a few missing but I tried :} You're finally 17 huh! but sadly exams are round the corner so we can't go celebrate and go crazy! But we will after the exams yea, I promise ;)

ps. hope you're happy with Y although I still dislike him with passion! >:(

with love,
Abella. xoxo

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 14:15:43 GMT

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Really, these days I'm mostly drowning in scorn and jealousy. This week had been a pointless and upsetting one. I'm hoping that the coming study leave gives me some time alone to think (and study). I don't want to mention in details just how much you and you get on my nerves(!), just a mere look at you already makes me sick with... sick with confusion and betrayal. Who are you to say that you lack people who are true to you, or who are you to use me when no one else is there for you. I'll be quiet and keep these feelings to myself and myself only, but one day you'll meet someone that's exactly like yourself and realise just how much you hate yourself.

ranting over. Anyway, I'm feeling a lot better than I was feeling :) Just going to push myself back on track and move on from what's stopping me achieving. At the end of the day what you learn is what's going to stay with you forever. But I believe in the people who has been there for me even though I have been the most, unreasonable and annoyable (is that a word?) person you can find. When the going gets tough the tough gets going. So let's go!

ps. Happy that I got into OGL. Not going to argue with anyone about this issue anymore. I have not even submitted an application yet, and there is a seriously high chance that they won't even look @ my porfolio. So when they do decide to even consider me, I will do what I'm suppose to do. I even asked my mom's opinion.

pps. stop asking me whether I'm staying next year I really don't know ;(
ppps. Good Luck with exams everyone!!

follow me on Twitter!!! follow me on my Tumblr too!!! :]

smile all, much love.
xoxo, Abella.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 13:21:53 GMT

This is for you:

I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have much to say

Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say

I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it.

♥

Monday, October 05, 2009

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 03:14:27 GMT

Lately all the thrill is gone, everything I do is wrong
You keep throwing water on these flames inside
Can't we make our life brand new, baby trust me and you
'Cause I can't go on like this another night

I can't wait, tell me before it gets too late
Tell me that my heart won't break
I don't wanna let it go

Baby show me, I want you to hold me
Never felt this empty before, I can't take it no more
'Cause I noticed we ain't got that closeness
Like the way we had it before, baby open the door

♥

Friday, October 02, 2009

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 23:51:21 GMT

I officially hate dreaming. Especially dreaming about people you shouldn't dream about which makes you miss people you shouldn't miss and thinking maybe you still had a chance with them. So today I shall make anonymous dedications ♥

1. I wish I took a chance back then, maybe I'll be happier now. But now this gap between us... I feel like as hard as I try you're out of my reach. Almost like spilled water. I wish you knew how much I miss you.

2. I wish you didn't have to go. We didn't have enough time together, I didn't get to know you enough. I'll miss you so so so much.

3. What happened to us? Just hope you know I'll always be here. But they won't.

4. Thank you for being here for me all the time, always trying to put a smile on my face when I'm down. ilyvvm.

5. I cherish and care for you so much, I just wish we were meant for each other... This reality is pulling me apart.

I think I've never felt so alone and stressed. I hate these few months. Everyone is falling out with me or with each other. Maybe its just one of those depressing days.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 11:00:51 GMT

usually when things has gone this far
people tend to disappear
no-one will surprise me unless you do
i can tell there's something goin' on
hours seems to disappear
everyone is leaving i'm still with you
it doesn't matter what we do
where we are going to
we can stick around and see this night through

♥

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 18:11:33 GMT

1. lose weight
2. Turn Sixteen
3. Earn money
4. Get un-singled
5. Become hard-working
6. Get fast internet!!
7. Get my star-trek dvds back
8. Achieve something
9. A new wallet
10. Marry stitch

that was my wishlist when i was fifteen. its been one year & four months now, what can i cross off?
six down, four to go.

This september holiday has been really special & the one person that I really have to thank is jojo (: Thank you for always, always being there for me 24/7, if not for you, I wouldn't have gone for the treasure hunt, or wild wild wet, or sentosa, or to those numerous pool and/or movie encounters. If not for you, I would've been stuck at home feeling depressed about my lack of a social life. But you gave me a wonderful, wonderful weekend & more. Thank you bestfriend :)

Photos are really kind of overdue? But there's nothing much I can do, my laptop lags everytime java starts running. Well on the other hand it lags all the time even when I'm on youtube, for god's sake. But I promise you'll see them soon.

movies this week:

Band Slam- missed the start, but kinda like a disney movie on screen. Except it costs me $6 instead of turning on the tv. It wasn't even half as good as HSM3.

Year One- very funny! I spotted a few political/biblical puns there ;) Definitely worth my ten bucks (:

I Love You Beth Cooper- Again, I missed the beginning :( but well I thought it wasn't too draggy, except there wasn't much of a storyline and well, it was a bit too unrealistic for me. But it was an entertaining one nevertheless.

yet to see:

The Time Traveller's Wife/G-Force/Dance Flick/Fame(!!!!!)

I think those are the main ones I'm aiming for :)
Anyway tonight/yesterday is/was the last night that I can let myself go. There's too much procrastination going on. For like the 10000th time, I have got to buckle up. Wish me luck won't you?

pps guys, tell me how your holiday was, or what your thoughts are about the movies I have/haven't seen. :)

peace out, xxx